Time is making fools of us again. What's gone is gone so there's no point nor uses of coming back again. 2 years time doesn't seems long or short, but who knows what will you be at by then . And if i tells you that cried one day , reason is because i misses you alot, would you lend me your shoulder; for me to cry on?

Life has been great lately i guess.
Except that i'm leaving soon as i've yet found a solution to let go of something which i can never have.

Recently, i caught 2 yoshi from marina square. One is in green colour and another is in red. I also tried to separate them up so that i can remind myself of her ,because they(me and her) can never be together. So i told her to take the red yoshi no matter what happened.Regretted for saying those mean/harsh words to her but i doubt she cares anyway.
Saying sorry or buying stuff for her can never mend back the time which she has wasted talking to me as she can use it on something useful like, studies.

Aiya i can't believe i typed such an 'ironic' paragraph . There will definately be obstacles in life one what so don't laugh -.-


Time to meet donovan now so


bye.

OMG I FOUND A PAD UNDER MY SISTER'S DRAWER
WTF

Have alot to post but i'd no idea where to start from

My loneliness has slowly grown

Black or White?
Montblanc Wallet or Burberry Wallet?
Dickies Backpack or Fourskin Backpack?
Pull And Bear Shoes or Vans Vintage Shoes?
Uniqlo Long Sleeve or Punkstar Long Sleeve?
Contact Lens or Spec?
Beanie or Strawhat?
Skinny Jeans or Rolled Up Jeans?
ODM Watch or G-Shock Watch?
Being in a room with a person you love but know that you can cannot have her or with a person you love and once had?

Why?

Why?

Why must we always have to make a decision between 2?

Eventually, life just suck.

And

i'm starting to hate myself.

Wednesday,was the worst day ever. And i swear i'll never do that again. April fool day was fine i guessed. Out for the whole night with eugene and company. As for today, met bernard at suntec. Spent 40 dollar plus on arcade but managed to catch 2 toys. Met jh and karen for dinner and homed.

I'm sad

Met jh, ber and the rest @ 9. Had breakfast in burgerking and off to sentosa. Played in silso beach until 2plus and it started to rain:(
So went to wash up and stuff. Left there around 3 plus and headed back to vivo. Jh and the rest went to kbox while ber accompanied me to take my xray report from rmc.

Took train home after sending ber to orchard as he is meeting his friend there.

It's a family day today. Dad drove us to eat dim sum .Tried braised chicken feet for the first time too.
Chinatown next followed by marina!
Granny also gave me $$, she asked me to get something for my friends before i leave.

Accompany bro to pasir ris because he's booking in today. Shopped in tampines for alittle while and headed to kovan to fetch mom. Had dinner with parents, granny and sis in aston express before going home!



Granny's smile made my day :)

Admitted to hospital during thursday morning. Heard my mom and a nurse shouting for help after i fainted. Woke up and realised that i'm lying on a patient's bed. Had another fever jab after drinking a cup of hot milo.

Lazy to elaborate any further. All i wanted to say was, your family and true friends are the one who will always there for you. So, thanks jh and others , greatly appreciate it.
:)